The Late, Great, Eight

I feel like a lot of my posts lately have been about some huge life lesson, savvy lesson, or some major breakthrough. Today's post is just about what a great, simple, successful time Sonny and I had last night. Hope that doesn't disappoint anyone!

I didn't have a whole lot of time last night due to work, but I was determined to get his mind going. I just set up two cones and figured we could focus on figure 8's. We haven't done anything with them in a while so I thought it would be good to check that he still remembers the pattern.

We started online and just through in some changes of direction around the cones. He was very responsive and asked a LOT of questions. Definitely made me happy! He didn't give me a whole lot of great faces, but I figured I should be grateful he was interested enough to ask questions. I tend to get frustrated and upset when he comes into me with his ears back (not dominant, just not forward), but I am learning to not let it bother me. When I let it bother me, it puts me in a bad mood then he mirrors that, so getting upset by his faces is NOT going to make them get any better.

I took the lead rope off and played online for a little bit. We played with some liberty circles and stick to me. He got 'stuck' backing up; he kept avoiding it by going sideways. I made the wrong thing difficult and the right thing easy and before I knew it he backed up more than 22 feet away :).

I tried liberty figure eights at the walk for the first time since who knows when. It has at least been since Sonny as at the boarding barn, so sometime before July 1. They were perfect. He did these beautiful figure 8's with minimal effort on my part. All I did was back up and re send and he knew exactly where he was going, came right back around the cone to face me, and didn't protest being sent off again. I was so impressed! Completely blown away.

I got on and did a few figure 8's freestyle. Those still need some work; I let him rely too much on my leg still. I ended on a good note and called it a great day :).

Savvy Health

In attempts to get my good better and my better best, I have been looking into improving Sonny's diet.

When Sonny first came to me, he was "chunky" and I am not sure what his diet consisted of. He was obviously getting fed something, but I have no idea what.

Sonny's first day home! 

I kept him pretty "thick" the first two years I had him. After moving him closer to home last fall, he has been looking great! Now that he is in my care, I think he is looking better than ever.

But, I have made it a point to start getting more involved in his diet. To start, I sent my hay off to be anaylized. I then sent the results off to Claire Cox of Shotgun Ranch. For the past few days Claire has been working with me to come up with a natural, balanced, diet for Sonny. I am so excited! In just these few short days I have learned so much. 

I guess I get tricked into "doing what other people do". I grew up with the idea that I just wanted to ride and someone else can take care of my horses health. I am not sure why I had that selfish, illogical, thought process, but that's how it was. As I get older I can't imagine not being actively involved in my horse's health. 

I know a big problem for me has been what to believe and what not to. Feed companies stop by all the time and tell me what to do and what no to do. I try to stay out of it as much as possible, but of course some of the things they say makes me question what I am doing. But, I have a handful of fabulous resources who I hope can put my worried mind to rest. 

Anyways, I can't wait to start Sonny's new diet and can't wait to share with you all how it is going. I am planning on sharing a lot of the interesting things I come across, but in the meantime be sure to stop by Claire's facebook page for some awesome tips! 

Nom nom nom.

Good Day

Creative title, eh? But, that is exactly how I feel.

Today I got to play with Neblina and ride both Allegra and Sonny. Yay :).

Neblina was really good. Her follow the feel is getting so much better, but her porcupine game is still not very good. I am trying to decide if I need a better phase 4 or more motivation? Hmmm. I put the saddle on her for the first time today! We played lots of friendly game and approach and retreat so it went so well! Such a superstar.

Represent ;).

Alllegra was fabulous. The best ride we have had together by far! We definitely 'clicked' today :). I love her so much!

Sonny and I also had a really good day! I played for a second online; he asked so many questions and gave me great faces! I LOVE it! Also, he jumped a single barrel..twice :). So, so proud of him!!! That was a huge accomplishment for us. I got on bareback and bridleless and played with my phases for direction. I realized I rely on my legs a lot. Although its great that I don't have to use my carrot stick or reins, I really shouldn't have to use as much leg as I do. He finally understood it was his job to stay on the circle at the walk and trot and did great! The canter was much harder. After he put effort into staying on the circle for a stride or two I stopped and he immediately licked and chewed. I stopped there :).

What My Horse Has Taught Me

Not too long ago this was my facebook status:

“Asking a horse ‘What can you do for me?’ is backwards.” —Ray Hunt

Even though it is obvious that I 100% agree, within the last few days Sonny has done a lot for me. But, maybe not what most people would expect.

Today it finally hit me why Kristi Smith's blog is so accurately titled Life Lessons from my Parelli Levels Horse. Wether I figure it out or not, everything Sonny teaches me about horsemanship also applies to my life.

After a very successful play session yesterday I laid in the grass while he ate and I just thought about everything. I thought a lot about what my friend Deb said to me: she was telling me that she saw someone post that you have to approach your horse with a blank chalkboard every day and create everything one day at a time. That really hit home for me. I realize everyday that I go to play with Sonny I unknowingly drag along so much baggage. I always think about where we ended our last play session, how my day as school went, stress from work, and so on. It isn't fair for me to be emotionally weighed down by all of those things and expect him to be happy to play with me. In fact, it really isn't fair for me to heave any of my emotions on him and expect him to deal with it.

Just like Sonny does, I need to take our relationship one day at a time. Every day is a clean slate. Every day is a chance for me to prove my leadership. Every day is a new chance to put the relationship first. So even if I make a mistake, which is bound to happen, it is not the end of the world. It is a learning experience and without them how will there ever be improvement?

It is amazing to me how good Sonny is at reading me. As silly as it sounds, it always feels like he knows exactly which lesson I need to learn at the exact right time. As I laid there in the grass watching him eat without a care in the world, everything fell into place. Recently there have been a lot of things going on in my life that upset me and I have been doing nothing but dwelling on them. With all those unhappy faces lately, Sonny was teaching me that I need to take everything in stride. Managing a farm is a whole new experience for me and of course there are going to be ups and downs, and definitely a lot of learning experiences. There is no point in holding grudges or being upset with people; as long as I do that ears are bound to be back. Once I can take every day as a clean slate and use it as a chance to prove my leadership, then I will start to see those ears pop forward.

I am so thankful that Sonny is so patient and persistent, and especially so forgiving. Everything means something and nothing means nothing. All those unhappy faces he was giving me was just a friendly little reminder of what's important in life, which is the relationship you have with those that you love.

Pump the Breaks

I haven't been posting much lately because...I really haven't done anything to post about. I have had plenty of horses to ride and play with, but this blog is about Parelli and Sonny and I am not sure how I feel about posting things other than that.

Long story short, Sonny and I have been disconnect the past few weeks. I am not sure how to make this flow, so I am going to use bullets to describe what has been going on:

• I want my green string. I know we can easily get it, I just have to tape it. In order to tape it, there were a few things I wanted to improve on. Perfect opportunity for direct line thinking :(
• I don't have much free time, therefore the time I do spend with Sonny I think should be productive
• Im tired. Very tired. All of the time. 
• Sonny hasn't given me a happy face in weeks. Which makes me frustrated and upset like nothing else. 

I hope that gives you a glimpse into the way our relationship has been feeling lately. When it is put into that kind of list, it looks pretty obvious that we have problems. Ugh. Last week I finally realized that I have to change something (if you always do what you have always done...). I took a step back and looked at the situation. I mentally made the above list. After a minor meltdown and a lot of "Why do I do this", I decided to put myself in time out until I got my attitude together. Sonny is always going to mirror me, and if I am feeling tired, out of time, pressured, goal oriented, frustrated, and upset, well... I am not going to want to even see my mirror. 

Thursday we had PERFECT weather and I was feeling great. I was really looking forward to playing with Sonny so I finally let myself out of time out since I had a fresh, positive perspective. I set up a few things: a small jump, three cones, and a single barrel. I immediately put my LBI hat on, snugger than normal. I often try to slow things down for him, but I am not being 'true' about it. I may slow down physically, but I am still going 100 mph inside. I know LBIs are mentally quick so that sounds right, except my mentally quick feels a lot more like anxiety. I get so worked up over slowing down that my energy isn't slowing down, I am just physically slow. Therefore, I haven't been truly matching his energy lately. Tuesday I was just happy to be with him tried to make that show. I spent lots of time playing the friendly game and actually being relaxed for once.

Along with making an effort to match his energy, I did a few other things that I don't normally do. One was to not push him. We have had a lot of trouble with sideways over the barrel in the past and normally when I want to practice it I just make him go over it. That is so unsavvy of me that I am almost embarrassed to say it. So Thursday I trotted him up next to it, lined him up, then walked him away. He gave me the WHAAAAAT? face and I loved it :). That was the first time in a long time he has asked me a good question like that :).

I didn't play for too long when I did something that is very, very hard for me: I stopped early. The LBE in me wants to go and play and play and play until I accomplish everything that I want to. Of course Sonny hates it and I push him through it. Why would I ever think that was okay? So after a happy 20 minutes I asked him to lay down, he stayed laying until I asked him to get up, then we got up and went and ate grass. It was such a fun day. There wasn't any pressure, there wasn't any expectations, we actually just played.

I am not sure when I crossed the line of the 7 games to the 7 jobs, but I am pretty sure Sonny would say that I definitely crossed it. I feel so bad and embarrassed about it, but I guess it's a good thing to move from unconscious incompetence to conscious incompetence. If I can start applying everything I know to be true, rather than just storing it in my head, I bet I could make a pretty good partner.

Wordless Wednesday

Photo by The Perfect Pear Photography

Double Take

This lovely photo is by The Perfect Pear Photography.

Wait a second....that's not Sonny!

Shhhhh. Don't tell him, but she has stolen my heart (or at least what's left of it, after Sonny has had his fair share).

Meet Allegra. She is the most beautiful, striking, heart throb I have ever seen. In every way she emits fabulousness. She is big, black, and beautiful, not to mention talented. What more could you want in a mare?

If you can't tell, I absolutely adore her. Regardless of her size, I wish I could stick her in my pocket and keep her with me all the time. Even though I can't do that, I love being able to see her every day.

Anyways, she is a spectacular dressage horse who is being boarded at my barn. I really enjoy riding her and will hopefully get to show her some next year. I am sure I will be be posting more about her in the future, including more photos!